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The Dorothy Awards

3/26/2015

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2015 Dorothy Awards, March 7, 2015
Can I tell you a secret?

If you've attended the Dorothy Awards hosted by the New Haven Pride Center, you will know that I've been photographing the event for them every year since 2012.

What you didn't know, is that the 2012 shoot was a near disaster.  And I mean DISASTER.

So let's travel back to March of 2012, when I was shooting on a near daily basis for Community Health Center, Inc. (CHC) and working as a mail carrier for USPS every Saturday and Monday to boot.  I was in the middle of a very messy, mean, nasty divorce.  I owned only one Canon 7D, an external flash, and a kit lens, a 24mm f/2.8 prime lens, and of course the famous "nifty 50"--Canon's $99 50mm f/1.8 prime lens.

This was how I walked into the first Dorothy Awards shoot, after having put in a solid 8 hours for USPS, and driving an hour away from home--to Fantasia, a banquet facility in North Haven.  Already spent, in other words.

I walked into the ballroom at Fantasia and
just about shat an entire yellow brick road.  There were bright red spotlights illuminating the room, a far cry from the dinners I was used to shooting in crappy light situations for CHC.  There were two other photographers shooting that night as well--might I add, neither of whom were self taught and one of whom had far superior equipment to my own.

Ohgodohgodohgod

!!!

Instantly I knew the only two lenses I could shoot the entire night with were the two primes I had.

That's it.  Two primes.

And do you know why? Because I was one of those jerks who couldn't figure out her $500 Speedlite (external flash).  Like many photographers, I HATE the flash.  HATE.  Natural light all the way, even if it is bright-freaking-red!  (hi, fauxtographers!)

Overheard that night in the ballroom, "She's shooting without the flash? That takes B-A-L-L-S."
 
TOTAL DISASTER. I would never live down the shame of this night, they would never invite me back, ohgodohgodohgod.

SHOOT ANYWAY. 
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What the hell was I thinking, calling myself a professional?  Everything is red!  White balance is for the birds!
One of the other photographers handed me his camera (a 5D Mark II) for a group photo, which was fine because I knew he had done all the settings and all I had to do was frame and shoot.  (Though I did steal a glimpse at his settings, totally. Thanks Kenn!)  I was glad to see how his photo turned out, because my shot of the same group was just...oh forget it.

Halfway through the night I told Josh, one of the organizers, not to pay me for the shoot, so the pressure was off.  I can't say that made the photos any better, because it really didn't.

I went back to Norwich feeling very defeated, but ready to work on it the following day.
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I was so emo about this I didn't even get the date right - 2011? LOL.  Look, isn't that this blog post in the background?  Isn't that the plot line for Inception?  I didn't see the movie.
So the next day I set to work on the photos from the event. It didn't look good, but I figured since I did it for free, I would salvage what I could.  That red wash on the photos made such a mess of everything! I flailed around in photoshop and drank a couple liters of Mountain Dew.

Suddenly this...
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Became THIS...
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and ended up here:
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April 2012 Cover of Metroline!
(Which I discovered a year later.)

Out of the 1400+ photos I had taken that night, I was able to only salvage 102.

102.  Less than 10 percent.  What remained was so over-processed that I knew it was really pushing the limits of acceptable.
That week, I threw down $1600 on a new lens (the Canon 24-70 f/2.8 L series), vowing to never let this happen again.  A good photographer never blames his equipment--but a good photographer also knows that equipment has limits. 

Fast-forward to March 2013, and things had changed!  I had just moved days before, everything was in boxes in Brent's race car trailer.  I was working in a new USPS office on a terrible route that was very long, but since the previous Dorothy's I had upgraded all of my equipment and had a bunch of L-series lenses...

...but CHC had just disappeared from my client list, and I was very much still in the middle of a crisis of confidence. (They said it wasn't my fault, budget blown, etc etc etc...but I still blamed myself.)

However, red spotlights be damned, at least I knew how to deal with them!  My only complaint is that I can't see well enough to know when my camera is in perfect focus thanks to astigmatism.  Excuses, excuses.  Nothing irks me more than seeing a blown shot on the screen that looked fine in the camera.  NOTHING.  So I blew some shots, but overall didn't feel bad about the 2013 Dorothy's.
I even landed another Metroline cover!  However...I never saw it, I don't even know which photo it was.  If anyone has a copy of the April 2013 issue of Metroline, I would really appreciate either a copy or a photo of the cover.
By 2014 you would think I've got this down pat, right?

Of course not!  I was 8 weeks pregnant in the throes of morning sickness (which translates to all day sickness).  Brent came with me on the shoot as an assistant to do the Step and Repeat photos, and I had put in a very long day at USPS again (you'd think I would learn to just take Saturdays off for the Dorothy's by now...) and we barely even got there on time.  I was overly confident that I nailed it until I started editing and I was just not happy with what I was seeing. Still, I submitted photos the same as I always did and figured it wasn't a big deal to anyone but myself.
However I was wrong and someone wasn't happy with the photos submitted.  So--crisis of confidence over losing CHC still ONGOING even though it had been two freaking years-- I said to hell with everything and put all of my equipment up for sale, until I realized that it wasn't worth selling at 1/4 what I paid for it and I would never get it back again.  When I was working for CHC I could afford to upgrade to professional equipment but that certainly was no longer in the cards.  So while I was very public about selling my equipment, I had only sold my lighting to Brent's brother, and quietly took my for sale postings down and decided to re-think the whole thing.

I figured the Dorothy's were done for, though.  I didn't think I'd be asked to come back. 
I left USPS in August and had my little boy in October. I was only using my camera to do product photography for my own Etsy shop.
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In January of this year my friend, Josh, contacted me asking if I still had my equipment and if I would be up to doing the Dorothy's.  Say...what?  What happened to the person who wasn't happy with 2014?  Josh said I would receive a shot list so I would know what to shoot this year.  Okay, I've done shot lists.  I wouldn't have to worry about the Step and Repeat.  Okay, okay, okay.  For those of you who don't know--I've known Josh since 2002 when we were at Fairfield U. together &, we've been close friends since 2003.  He's had the misfortune of seeing me at my worst probably more times than either one of us cares to admit, LOL.

A couple of days before the Dorothy's, Josh sent me a shot list, so I figured we would be ready to go, until I looked at it.  Turns out he had accidentally sent me the rundown of Coronation for the Imperial Sovereign Court of all of CT. Crisis averted, he sent me the correct shot list the next day.  Other small crisises involved finding my clothes that I hadn't worn since the previous Dorothy's which took 4 freaking hours and one of my backup batteries and chargers was missing...and still is...come to think of it I should ask if anyone has seen them...I didn't want to post the day before the Dorothy's because I didn't want anyone else to lose more confidence in me than I lose in myself.  I have more than one backup battery, but still.

Come showtime, my little boy decided to be up all night and I went into the Dorothy's on THREE HOURS OF SLEEP.  (You know what? My little boy is chewing on my arm right now as I type this.  I should feed him.)
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Yeah, should definitely feed him instead of writing a blog post no one will read. LOOK AT THAT FACE.
So you know what I did?  I broke my cardinal rule of not drinking coffee the day of a shoot (so my hands don't get shaky) and drank an extra large regular from Dunkin on my way down to North Haven.  I hadn't even had coffee with caffeine since I found out I was pregnant--more than a year before.

WHATEVER.
 
When I showed up at Fantasia, immediately someone remarked that they thought I wasn't going to be shooting this year, but he was so warm and welcoming I felt so much better about doing the shoot.  I was pretty talkative thanks to the coffee.  Can you tell I drank an entire pot today?

As for the shoot itself, it's not like I haven't been learning how to do things properly since 2012, I do know how my flash works finally, though I prefer not to use it.  I would certainly hope I've learned something. 
As for that awful red spotlight, I look forward to it.

Here's to next year's Dorothy Awards, and I will see you all there!
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Vanilla Chai Adventures

1/11/2015

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Main Administration, Norwich State Hospital
December 1, 2014
Hipstamatic / Tintype App

My last entry mentioned how little inspiration I was feeling with iphoneography as of late, so I decided to get some of that back. With an infant, some days, it's darn near impossible to get out of the house.  Every day, I want a vanilla chai.

Thus, Vanilla Chai Adventures.  I don't even have to go far, maybe a couple miles down the road, but surely there is something out there to photograph while I'm out and about.

Since I take all the photos with burst mode, I pick the best one and putz around in different photo apps, usually Oggl/Hipstamatic. 

When the weather gets warmer, I'm sure I'll be out there with my 7D.  Sorry about neglecting the blogs, hopefully I'll be able to blog more often very soon!

Also, here's the photo of the week, taken tonight with the iPhone 5S, Oggl/Hipstamatic app.
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Favorite shot of the week 8/28

8/28/2014

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I shot this while taking a break from clothing photography for my Etsy shop, 8/26.
I'm 34 weeks pregnant.  Wrestling a mannequin is tiresome.
By the end of shooting on this day, the mannequin looked like she had just rolled out of bed and she would have been a little more convincing with a bottle of Jack in her hand.  There's a couple photos that ended up on Etsy with her wig crooked and just dumped on her head.  I shot 8 dresses before it was nap time.


I know I don't have the best photography setup for clothing on a mannequin, either.  That's been evolving since I started selling vintage clothes  in 2008 and trust me, what I've got now is way better than what I started with.  I know it doesn't look as professional as it could but you know what, it gets the job done.  I've got 75 pieces of clothes to shoot and no assistants to get that mannequin dressed and undressed.  I'm not shooting for a portfolio here, or at least, not yet.  Probably never.  I just want to sell dresses.

I'm thinking of outing my past clothing photography endeavors over on my other blog, because I found some real doozies yesterday while reminiscing about the way I used to do this.

Anyway, here's a little behind the scenes look at my Etsy photoshoot.  I haven't been taking many pictures otherwise.
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It's so hard not to photograph your own wedding

8/13/2014

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I didn't really shoot my own wedding...much.  I swear!
(photo by Brandon Chance)
So Brent and I got married on Sunday!  We only planned it for 5 days, with all the major stuff planned in the first 24 hours of those 5 days.

I'm sure you're all wondering how the heck I found a wedding photographer available on a summer weekend to shoot a wedding on less than a week's notice.

I didn't.  I didn't even look, because I know I can't afford myself, nevermind wedding photographers who charge 2x-3x what I do (which would be $1500, and it's only that low because I don't shoot a lot of weddings and I don't market myself as a wedding photographer).

I understand the pricing that goes into wedding photography, I truly do.  I have the equipment and the talent and all that you read about why you should hire a $3000 wedding photographer.  I can preach that too.

But sometimes...you just can't.  I'm 7 months pregnant.  We're down to one income as of now.  Our house might need a well.  $3000 for a photographer-though I know it's worth it- just isn't happening when the whole wedding came in under $2000 and that was with a LOT of help from our families.  (And we cannot thank you enough!)

I've been watching up and coming wedding photographers for years, watching as their prices went up...and schedules filled, and prices went up again. They're making it.  It's awesome seeing them grow.  Was I a little sad that they have all ended up out of my budget? Of course.

But again.  FIVE DAYS.  Last Tuesday morning we didn't know we were getting married, and by Wednesday afternoon we had the minister, place, dress, license, rings, some food ordered, all guests invited.  The next few days just involved decorations and party favor prep.

I figured, it's crunch time.  One of our mutual friends, Katherine, had offered to shoot the wedding; she loves photography and shoots with the Canon EOS system.  She even has a 60D, which is just what, one step down from my 7D's?  I told her I'd let her use my cameras, she knows Canon, she could use my lenses if my cameras gave her any crap, etc.

Understandably, both of us were nervous!  We had wanted to get together to do some practice shooting and check out the location, but I ended up having to work the day before the wedding and all our shooting plans fell through, so it was left up to the two hours before the wedding.

I just had to keep reminding myself that there was once a "first wedding" shoot for me, and I was nervous about that shoot, and I was shooting with a Rebel XS with a kit lens (that terrible little 18-55mm!) and everyone had been happy with those photos. 


Hell, Kath had more official instruction in photography than I do -- because I've only learned from years of hands-on experience and reading, and doing.  She took film photography courses while in high school, but her high school had an outstanding art program that's the envy of probably every high school in this state.  Film is different than digital, of course, but it's not like she doesn't shoot digital.  Her camera is decent and I've got L-series lenses. For crying out loud, what was I worrying about?

Besides, I was shooting stills of decor and party favors the morning of the wedding myself to take some of the pressure off the standard wedding stills that don't involve people. 

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While I was getting more and more nervous about the photography, I think Kath was getting less and less nervous.  And then, as is prone to happen on a wedding day, all hell broke loose with everything not involving photography.  Hell breaking loose includes me forgetting a rather important part of my wardrobe, running home to get it, and having my car break down immediately when I got back to my grandparents', which is where the reception was and where all the decor was set up (above).  I still had to get to my in-laws to have my hair done and didn't want Brent to find out my car was dead again since this is a problem we've been chasing on the car since May and we thought we'd already fixed it.  So photography worries went right out the window.

Eventually, I made it to the in-laws and Kath met me there.  We chatted photography while my hair was done, and then it was go time.

Another friend of ours, Brandon, was shooting with Kath's extra Rebel XSi, as her assistant, since he's just getting into it. 

Between the two of them and the couple times I stole my camera back, they did it.  I'm happy with the photos, and that's kind of a tall order to fill when normally I'm on the other side of the lens.

We had a beautiful ceremony and a perfect day!  Even if we'd spent six months or a year planning this and thousands of dollars more, we couldn't have had a more perfect day.
 

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Here's one of my favorites! (photo by Katherine Thomas)
Just some practice edits, which is left up to me, though I'll be giving Kath her photos so she can do some edits because each photographer's eye is different.
So yeah.  All that stuff they say about investing in photography; it's all well and good if you can actually afford to do it.  My investment was in my equipment and every photographer knows that it's not the camera body, it's the LENS.  Is it nerve wracking to step aside and let someone else shoot because you can't clone yourself?  TOTALLY.

Anyway, huge shout out to Katherine and Brandon for the awesome job.  It's not easy and I know there was a lot of pressure, but in the end we had a great time!   
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Favorite shot of the week 8/3

8/3/2014

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Favorite Shot of the Week: John Lowinski Jr. (#20) throws his helmet at Nick Ladyga (#36) after a large Late Model wreck at Thompson on Wednesday 7/30.
I know I've been extremely lax in updating my smugmug with racing photos this year and last; last year was because I had terrible internet so the uploads took up to a week, and this year I've been pregnant and exhausted through the whole racing season and I knew no one was really chomping at the bit to see my photos either.  For this season, I'm shooting a lot less as well--not going to lie, I'm shooting with less equipment because I frankly don't feel like hauling around 50 pounds of camera equipment on my back with a baby growing in the front.  I'm there to enjoy myself and shoot what I want to shoot this year, which mainly consists of crashes because I have thousands of photos of what seems like every car at Thompson going down the backstretch and don't need any more that don't stand out from the others.  I like the vintage mods though, who doesn't?

Anyway, the following galleries were posted this week:

Thompson Speedway Icebreaker 4/5/14-4/6/14

Thompson Speedway 5/29/14

Thompson Speedway 7/30/14
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Favorite shot of the week 7/23

7/23/2014

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One Last Drive - Vermont
Favorite photo of the week.
I figured I'd start a blog feature, mainly as a reminder to post.  I've been out of the blogging thing for so long so it's hard to get back into the habit. 

So here goes - weekly favorite shot!  (See the gallery below to view these images at a proper size.) 

We took a trip to Vermont after work to sell Brent's car on Saturday but brought the cameras for a Sunday excursion to Barre that never happened because we couldn't find a hotel room near Burlington and ended up having to drive all the way back to Brattleboro.  I tried to photograph a car fire we passed in New Hampshire, but it was already out.

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There have been so many car fires this year, I'm surprised I haven't gotten another shot like this one, captured near Albany in September 2008 with my point and shoot Kodak.  I suppose there will be more, though there have already been six or seven on I-395 in the past two months, along with one in our own neighborhood earlier this year. (What is up with that?)

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All I've been shooting with the 7D otherwise were just more product photos, and this is not my Etsy shop blog, so I'm not going to share them here.  My shop blog, which I rebooted today, can be found here: Mannequin Reject Emporium - Behind the Scenes!
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