I just realized that the last post I posted here was four years ago and that I was all excited for new projects, etc.

I guess I was, because I haven't come back here since, or updated my photography facebook page, or anything.

BUT that doesn't mean I haven't been accomplishing things!

• As a photographer, I am the official photographer for both The Dorothy Awards and PRIDE New Haven, both of which are my biggest shoots of every year.  My photos have appeared in most issues of Centerline Magazine.
• I have also been published in the Connecticut 169 Club compilation by Martin Podskotch (both as a writer and photographer).
• I have been the President of the Sterling Historical Society now for two years and actively researching/writing the next history book.
• I am also really active in the Nutmeg Button Club in Killingworth, CT and also the Connecticut State Button Society.
• As if I actually have time to pursue all these things, I'm also an antiques dealer.

So what all this means for this website is that I will be turning it into a brand to market my talents and knowledge, whether it is photography, writing, history, or buttons, and therefore putting this whole place to a much better use.

Buggy was my inlaw's cat and Brent's buddy for 14 years.  She disappeared last Sunday night and we're afraid she's gone now.

Most of my pictures of Buggy were taken with my iPhone and a variety of apps, so I wanted to share my favorite photos of her here.

I'm 34 weeks pregnant.  Wrestling a mannequin is tiresome.
By the end of shooting on this day, the mannequin looked like she had just rolled out of bed and she would have been a little more convincing with a bottle of Jack in her hand.  There's a couple photos that ended up on Etsy with her wig crooked and just dumped on her head.  I shot 8 dresses before it was nap time.

I know I don't have the best photography setup for clothing on a mannequin, either.  That's been evolving since I started selling vintage clothes  in 2008 and trust me, what I've got now is way better than what I started with.  I know it doesn't look as professional as it could but you know what, it gets the job done.  I've got 75 pieces of clothes to shoot and no assistants to get that mannequin dressed and undressed.  I'm not shooting for a portfolio here, or at least, not yet.  Probably never.  I just want to sell dresses.

I'm thinking of outing my past clothing photography endeavors over on my other blog, because I found some real doozies yesterday while reminiscing about the way I used to do this.

Anyway, here's a little behind the scenes look at my Etsy photoshoot.  I haven't been taking many pictures otherwise.

I didn't really shoot my own wedding...much.  I swear!
(photo by Brandon Chance)

So Brent and I got married on Sunday!  We only planned it for 5 days, with all the major stuff planned in the first 24 hours of those 5 days.

I'm sure you're all wondering how the heck I found a wedding photographer available on a summer weekend to shoot a wedding on less than a week's notice.

I didn't.  I didn't even look, because I know I can't afford myself, nevermind wedding photographers who charge 2x-3x what I do (which would be $1500, and it's only that low because I don't shoot a lot of weddings and I don't market myself as a wedding photographer).

I understand the pricing that goes into wedding photography, I truly do.  I have the equipment and the talent and all that you read about why you should hire a $3000 wedding photographer.  I can preach that too.

But sometimes...you just can't.  I'm 7 months pregnant.  We're down to one income as of now.  Our house might need a well.  $3000 for a photographer-though I know it's worth it- just isn't happening when the whole wedding came in under $2000 and that was with a LOT of help from our families.  (And we cannot thank you enough!)

I've been watching up and coming wedding photographers for years, watching as their prices went up...and schedules filled, and prices went up again. They're making it.  It's awesome seeing them grow.  Was I a little sad that they have all ended up out of my budget? Of course.

But again.  FIVE DAYS.  Last Tuesday morning we didn't know we were getting married, and by Wednesday afternoon we had the minister, place, dress, license, rings, some food ordered, all guests invited.  The next few days just involved decorations and party favor prep.

I figured, it's crunch time.  One of our mutual friends, Katherine, had offered to shoot the wedding; she loves photography and shoots with the Canon EOS system.  She even has a 60D, which is just what, one step down from my 7D's?  I told her I'd let her use my cameras, she knows Canon, she could use my lenses if my cameras gave her any crap, etc.

Understandably, both of us were nervous!  We had wanted to get together to do some practice shooting and check out the location, but I ended up having to work the day before the wedding and all our shooting plans fell through, so it was left up to the two hours before the wedding.

I just had to keep reminding myself that there was once a "first wedding" shoot for me, and I was nervous about that shoot, and I was shooting with a Rebel XS with a kit lens (that terrible little 18-55mm!) and everyone had been happy with those photos. 

Hell, Kath had more official instruction in photography than I do -- because I've only learned from years of hands-on experience and reading, and doing.  She took film photography courses while in high school, but her high school had an outstanding art program that's the envy of probably every high school in this state.  Film is different than digital, of course, but it's not like she doesn't shoot digital.  Her camera is decent and I've got L-series lenses. For crying out loud, what was I worrying about?

Besides, I was shooting stills of decor and party favors the morning of the wedding myself to take some of the pressure off the standard wedding stills that don't involve people. 

While I was getting more and more nervous about the photography, I think Kath was getting less and less nervous.  And then, as is prone to happen on a wedding day, all hell broke loose with everything not involving photography.  Hell breaking loose includes me forgetting a rather important part of my wardrobe, running home to get it, and having my car break down immediately when I got back to my grandparents', which is where the reception was and where all the decor was set up (above).  I still had to get to my in-laws to have my hair done and didn't want Brent to find out my car was dead again since this is a problem we've been chasing on the car since May and we thought we'd already fixed it.  So photography worries went right out the window.

Eventually, I made it to the in-laws and Kath met me there.  We chatted photography while my hair was done, and then it was go time.

Another friend of ours, Brandon, was shooting with Kath's extra Rebel XSi, as her assistant, since he's just getting into it. 

Between the two of them and the couple times I stole my camera back, they did it.  I'm happy with the photos, and that's kind of a tall order to fill when normally I'm on the other side of the lens.

We had a beautiful ceremony and a perfect day!  Even if we'd spent six months or a year planning this and thousands of dollars more, we couldn't have had a more perfect day. 

So yeah.  All that stuff they say about investing in photography; it's all well and good if you can actually afford to do it.  My investment was in my equipment and every photographer knows that it's not the camera body, it's the LENS.  Is it nerve wracking to step aside and let someone else shoot because you can't clone yourself?  TOTALLY.

Anyway, huge shout out to Katherine and Brandon for the awesome job.  It's not easy and I know there was a lot of pressure, but in the end we had a great time!